Friday, November 26, 2010

Begin again.



me and my girl. we love to share and do everything together. from top to bottom. from thoughts to anything we like. such as games, food and music. this is one of her favorite song that she share with me. colbie caillat - begin again  and it's kinda catchy and i like it. for the lyric. two thumbs up. :) it reminds me not to start a fight with her. well, lots of thing happens between us lately. teaches me to love her even more. she's one in a million. i couldn't think of anyone that could replace her. and i would love to dedicate this song to her. hope u'll like it baby. so, let's begin again.  :) 

 
colbie caillat - begin again 

Frontier ville.


damn it. i use to hate this kind of games. not much different from farmville, etc. i never play those game before, even tho lots of my friends tried many times inviting me to play it on my facebook. . so one day i tried this one. just like on the picture. now i'm one of the suckers that got stuck in front of my laptop for hours just to play this frontier game. sigh. moral value of the story. never ever start playing addictive game like this. once u go black. u never go back. so.. anybody want to be my neighbor? hahaha..  :D 

Funny in a sad way.


when i first read this, i can't stop laughing like crazy. shit this dude's funny. but in the same time i feel sad for him because of his lack of knowledge about sex. not much exposure i guess. his teacher must be gay to be doing those stuff to his students. this is just plain stupid. :D 

Thursday, November 25, 2010

10 ways to say i love u.



did you guys know that without even using the word "love" we can say the same meaning as "i love u" to the person we wanted too? here a list of what i can tell.

1. i need u by my side.

2. i'm nothing without u

3. take me. i'm yours

4. you are my everything

5. you are my only one

6. you hold the key to my heart

7. you complete me

8. you stole my heart

9. you are one in a million

10. you rock my world!

actually, there is more. but, how about you guys explore it yourself. try something new. they'll appreciate it. :)



7 pounds.



well. this is just a review of one of many movies that touched my heart. :) it's an old movie. released in 2008. 7 pounds. the main character will smith as tim thomas working as an aeronautical engineer. one night, he was busy reading his text message while driving, causes a car crash in which 7 people died ; 6 strangers and his fiancé. for biding redemption for what he had caused. he set out to save the lives of 7 good people. a year after the crash. he donates a lung lobe to his brother, ben. 6 months later he donates part of his liver to a child services worker named holly. after that he begin searching for more candidates to receive his donations. then he donates his kidney to a junior hockey coach. and donates his bone marrow to a young boy who he just met in a hospital. 2 weeks before he died, he ask holly if she knows anyone who deserves help. holly pointed to a lady that lives with his abusive boyfriend. tim gave his beach house to the lady and told her to never tell anyone on how she came to own the house. the she take her 2 children and move there. tim start staying in a motel. along with his pet. box jellyfish. after that he decide to help 2 more people. a blind man who works as a meat seller and a girl with with a heart problem. tim tested them and find them worthy for his two last donation. his heart and his eyes. one day, he return to the motel. fills the bathtub with ice to preserve his vital organ, climb in, and commit suicide by pulling his deadly pet, box jellyfish into the water with him. before that he made a deal with his friend to be his executor to ensure his organ are donated to the people he wanted. in the end, he ended his life to make this 6 strangers and his brother life better.

there you go. for me, i like this movie. i don't know either you guys will like it or not. because this story is a little bit slow and deep with emotions. :)

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Back to school.

RCMP (royal college of medicine perak). hmm... interesting name. well, this is going to be my new place to study. believe it or not. i'll be taking diploma in nursing. being a nurse was never in my list of ambition when i was a little kid. but now. everything change. i guess my friends would be surprise about this. because i knew i would if i were them. haha.. a guy like me being a nurse? and i'm not even a transvestite! the world must be coming to an end. get ready for blast off guys. hahaha.. and for making it more interesting. i never study biology in my secondary school. i never even had a science subject. haha.. that's because i'm from a technical school. oh well. God's giving me a lot of option. and this is one of them. :) i should try my best to not look stupid. haha.. i guess there must be tonnes of hot chicks that will be with me on this course. :D but baby, don't worry.. i won't start being naughty if they don't start first.. teehehehe... just joking~ :P ngeeee... i'll do my best to finish this. and i'll be there for 3 years full. hope to see u at least once a month. damn i'm going to miss u soooooo much baby. :D

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Love letter for you.



i'm sorry that i didn't write this for you earlier. lots of thing happened to me this few years. things that make me happy. things that make me sad. well, life goes on. nothing is perfect. we can't turn the clock back. so either we like it or not. we have to move on with our life. what past is past. we brave our heart and set our mind for our present and future. well, i'm no motivator. and i know that sometimes i hurt people around me. i hurt people that i love. i hurt people that listen to my talk. and the thing that i hate the most is that i hurt you. i'm not an angel. i'm not a saint. i'm truly sorry for what i've done before. i regret for not doing what i should and doing what i shouldn't. i'm just a guy who wanted to be notice. my needs is not too high standard. i just need a family, a couple of trustworthy friends and a girl who understand me. these people will be the one that i'm with through tick and thin. i will not back off from my decision now. i know that what i did was wrong back then. and so as you. but it's okay. we can do this. i trust you and you trust me. that all we need to go through all this. for the better future. for us. i know i use to hurt your feelings when we were younger. but things change. i changed. you changed. me and you, we are not perfect. but when we are together, we perfect each other. you got my back and i got yours. please. don't cry anymore baby. i'm here for you. i hope you read this and smile. because this is what my heart wanted to tell you. we were mend to be together. no matter what happens from now on. i'll support you for your believe. i'll do what i can to help you. i'll be your torchlight when your blackout happen :P . i'll be your blanket when you sleep at night. i'll do anything just to see your beautiful smile. i'll love you with all my heart. :)