New resolution.

i've been thinking for a new idea.. not exactly an idea.. but.. er.. a resolution.. well.. the things is that i want my old figure back.. haha! shit.. i'm getting fatter and fatter everyday.. damn u got to stop eating fast food man! haha! hm.. i use to have a good figure.. i guess.. haha! then how come those girl say that i'm cute?? haha! wtf.... so.. from now on.. i'll try to go on diet.. diet?? wtf is that?? i wouldn't call it diet.. that's too funny.. haha! i'll call it reincarnation! nice one hah.. hahaha!!! it's a boring sunday evening.. what should i do now? go for a swim? fuck no.. go for a jog.. damn i'm lazy.. play dota? no mood... hm.. then what??? go masturbate?? fuck thats boring to death... so.. i decided to just go online for a while.. browsing peoples pic in myspace.. open up fb..taking up some stupid quiz.. do some shit.. open up youtube.. hearing canon rock.. Beethoven... fur Elise.. moonlight sonata.. fuck it... tenacious d.... bla3.. and so and forth.. etc.. i don't know what to write anymore and i'm feeling pretty dumb right now.... but still i dont know what to do... cut myself? hm.. i've lostt my knife.. dont know where did i put it.. damn it! so, what should i do?? sleep? unfortunately.. i'm not sleepy.. how can i sleep.. hm.. eat? i'm not hungry.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......... ahah! watch porn.. ... but i'm not in the mood.. wth.. hm.. ok.. i'll just listen to the music.. put all of em together and play it random.. let see what song will come out.. haha! metallica - nothing else matter. damn thats a good song.. two thumbs up!!